back to porcelain dolls'ta..

Yoooo~ HAPPY DECEMBER cheerful ppl!

 heavenly holiday in peace and chrismast.. haha..

i'm back to my drawing bussiness.. 

but i'm fall in love with porcelain dolls again..

they're so cute and amazing things..

they're gorgeous in the world..

make them to my art masterpiece it's the best at all..

haha sorry for too much.. 

anyway, just wanna remind all of you guys,

i'm still amateur and still learning..

 and one day i will learn more about digital colouring.. 

so i becoming more pro.. haha~

here's some my doodle..

somes pict lazy made of and...... yaaahhhh about details..

so if it's badly.. no need comment.. haha cause i know that

no because i cant draw it, i just HATE the details..

that's why i'm amateur guys.. never did perfect..

whatever.. welcome pro people to my unique art's world!!! XDD

(the blank's chrismast)

why i said that title on above..

this pict used in simple classmeeting competition at my SHS

everybody prepare for everythings and knows the theme already..

but i'm not knowing anything..

no idea what am i doing, blank in my mind,

 little bit nervous but not mess my concentration.. cause im pro. *fuck it off haha

i just bring my Skill...

when my mom to much cared about the equip's competition

what a rubbish.. every item's like that it's not super

effective.. believe me.

well..short story.. i just wait for a result..

(anyway i dont care what will happen who will be a winner..

for me i'm still a champion)

no much out of classmate beg on me..

 they even dont know that i can simply draw..

i love to be a low profile person with my hides pro-skill..

it would make them just realize 

the presence of black horse.. haha

i'm arrogant?oh hell yes!!! i love tat.

what ever humble peoples would said badly..

i know i'm nothing..

but my life's incredible amazing~

u know what guys.. we cant just lose to others 

admit it.. that u're born to be 

what you dreams for..

just God and ourselves can makes a miracle

in this life.

(the blooms lady in dark forest)

somethings live inside the small castle deeply in dark forest..

nobodies wants to go there..

in while the gorgeous lady keep waiting for true love patiently..

every nights she come alive silently waiting near the window,

just to see just once, her love before she's gone..

far before this curse descent..

she was an ordinary girl who's never admit the true love,

dumps all of the mens who love her.

being selfish and arrogant,

she's might pretty and attractive for others..

but the bads make her falls into the fairies trap.

one day.. when she's walking lonely in garden's pathway, 

she's trapped by dense root of the tree,

what makes her foot bound and cannot move even little bit..

still trying to break away,

the one young man steps forward to her..

they're looking each other and he ask her for his help but in one condition:

she must appcect to marry him and become empress

to be his soulmate in his life

the girl's no much take a long time think about it.

the young man so good looking and has everything..

so she just dealing him and the young man gently help her escape 

from the roots.

when he propose her, the girl refuse him firmly:

"i'm never trust of true loves.. i'm just wanna live my life by myself,

even though you're dreams of every woman in the world,

i'll never want to appcect you even once in my life..

you're just want to cheat me, i know that.. 

just go away and thankyou for the help.."

after the young man heard about the betrayed

 he become wrath and 

curse her shoutly:

"hey perfect girl.. did u even think once too in your life that 

you're never respect to every people who cares so much about you?!

dont be silly! after all this time you think every peoples

wanna waits and love you forever?

how if we're reverse it? 

NOW YOU WILL TRAPPED FOREVER DEEP IN DARKNESS

TARRY TO WAITS FOR YOUR TRUE LOVE'S FOREVER!"

and the bad things really happen,

at this time the garden harshly changing into the deeply dark forest 

when the creepy plant blooms highly covering the light

then the young man missing in her way.

 and now she's really live like a doll without feelings

and just move in night times searching for help

to get her way out from dark forest.

(the simple love)

that's a small things inside your heart,

there's a lively love

who make your's life never's same everyday..

there's a lively love

can bring the meaning of life sincerely

there's a lively love

when you're believe it

because there's a lively love

by the simply people just give it freely 

for lively love..

(relation wishing merry christmas)

 just wanna say merry christmas for brother and sister,

for yours relation and lovely family..

time to together in starry night even

and new wishes 

for everybody..