frustation

yaaa.. long time no see guys..
by the title u know tat.. my life get more and more tension..
and more worse than before haha..
idk..
i'm stupid and the failed person in this earth..
haha cause i'm bad and always negative..
i'm frustation.. and even that i can't cry.. seriously..
my tears can't fell down..
it's more hard for me.. i'm always hope that my self free..
of course if there's no school in my life..
i'm very losser to face my trouble..
but there's no way back..
and something happen that i think i can't go on..
my image go more lower rate..
it's embarassing.. just wanna kill my self..
i hate this life.. i'm so failed.
i can't do anything for it.. but can't forget it.

i'm afraid.

afraid to my self..
afraid that i can't pushin my self move forward..
why everyone can.. that i'm not?
how ridiculous i am..
got dissapointed every time.
i'm always tried until im tired.
the result is nothing..

if u know what i'm feel..

that's like toxic in your heart.
make u're struggle.. wanna set the damn free
by shouting loudly.. crying.. runaway from all of this..
but even no one i can't do for it..
haha..
wtf.. i'm clueless what will just happen to my life..
it's never going flat.
let we see what will be in future.
just wanna say thank you for all this shit.
success to make me mad and depressed..
the fuckin good bye..

ya like that hahahahaa.. XDD