Porcelain doll'sta (5)

                                        PORCELAIN DOLL'STA
 IN GOTHIC new arrival.

 this is masterpiece (5) made with photoshop cs 5 and still hashly detail. aaaaaa!!! 

i'm wondering when the times

i'll make it perfect..

feels like crazy when colouring the floor.. lol..

it's manual gradient, one by one shape..and every line

still mess off. 

duration time of those picts  spent out for

 2 days ~ on my holiday..

but I love this..

when my heart so suffering..

feels like i wanna die day by day.. 

i'm going with making a many creation and still thinking how to make a money more faster..

im really need a money to bu SLR. haha..

i'm always jealous with every people who have it.. i want the SLR too..

back to main topic..

what I think that the last pict very contrast and so pale..

like dark snow white.And most what I hope for, I can more faster drop out from school *oops.. and i can working as an artist means the people who have life decision for art and.. I hope I can go out all of this school freakness..

cause i'm sick to study everything that 100% useless for me. cause im not afraid anymore.. even I have to be the stupid person in my school.. or the naughty one.. I dont care anymore what all people will think about me.. fuck it.

i'm live not like all my friends that full of happiness.. that everything it's fine..

i'm know from now on, i've found my life meaning and start to move..

success for all of you too guys..

dont afraid anymore and show them that we can rule the world and never give up. :)

by the way.. all of this doodle need more learning..

see you there in next post soon.