dummy days

hoi guys.. long time no posting..

i'm fucking stress as usual hahaha

perhaps someday i'll go to checkin 

if my psycology trough still normal yet.. LOL.

in class i'm feels very fooled of by thriller lesson..

and sounds like i'm the worst student ever in the world science class..

admite it.. i'm take much ever and didnt works.. 

haha, think I would dying in this freaky moment cause this whole

bad mark and those difficult part i can't understand~

too tired to feels drop even burdensome.

im enjoying every fuck day by days until i haven't the frighten anymore.

well, all my friends looks me so badly either.. *maybe

i'm not even worthy in this briliant class~ hell yessssssssss!!!!!! XDD

i'm lost in the war of capability

just spaming off in science banner..

i can't count greatly.. or maybe very dump at it to did a test.

what else more worse than it? kill yourself.. 

every days i hve die in school..

looks like i'm always playing,having fun and laughing around with bestfriend,..

but somehow..it's blank in my heart.

my desire to survive in this class like a wishes of candle with small light

and just blinking..

deep in my heart, i was afraid..

the choise and everything happen to me its my risk some months ago..

where i must decided.. and think now this moment..

what this happen.. i'm choose "science"  

wherever i can scream loudly if study the gank of ....

math,physics and chemistry.

everynight i'm wakeup my self in my soul..

"am i was dreaming..."

(im really in science class..!

i'm must face my fright and it's shivering me!

no ways to come back.. 

feels like i'm never considered by others in the lesson i'm good at..

just made the atmosphere always like i'm terrified..)

if this is keep going.. i would die soon..

nobody knows what will happen in their future..

of course i am..

so.. idk what would happen immediately in my life..

but i just know one things..

"i'll rule the world..... :D"

wish me luck guysss in my senior high school days.. it's no bad either anyway

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