STUCK.

sometimes..

i've too much thinking about my self too much..
yah it's not mean im never recognize my thinks about.
im conscious, always awake.. every time and and every moments.
to be like an artist.
im the arts attend in my life.
whenever my mind full of freedom.
the long way just shouted
"life so complicated."
every i night i spend my time to thinking,
'why this fucking pain never stop happens to me'

im STUCK.
dont know what im must do..
when people bullying me, people want to bossy,
people said im freak,strange,psycho
didnt mean im ever afraid with them..
im just tried to be patiently..
even thought im never like it very much.
because i wont their will get a hurt because of me..
just it.
cause if once im angry and releasing my emotion..
all of them finished.

im never be afraid to alone forever..
Behind their sweet smiles..
i can see in their eyes there always be a sly of liar.


all of u are wrong..
if u thinks im too plain and stupidity.
Dont pedantic please.
u're looks FOOL in my eyes.
cause u must dont know about me.
and i remind you i cant hold my acting everytimes.
im surely evil..
like a devil.. im very hypocrite, two faced,
and full of revenge.
u're fooled to thinks im preety good angel with solid pattern.

in this whole damn world..
this game is ultimately S T U C K. 
but im never allow my self changed forever..
its my promise.
i never want changed for people..
just the way i am be.
what i am want, not what others want.

maybe u will think im arrogant.
no matter.. it's okay.
it's about what according to ordinary people said.
THIS IS ME. 
i dont care what a people said.
admit it or not..
it's non of my bussines.
be alone.. i just believe my self..
and my worthy people who believe to me.





because a stuck.. 
return to your games,..
know your r i v a l s moved and their weapon.
your strategy is starting from now.